Pleasure

Where are you now? Where were you when I needed the most? When all I wanted was a shoulder? An ordinary word? As many other times, you went away. So far that, to take the way back, the world had to turn and turn and turn again - time enough for me to learn the lessons that I missed long ago. You may have returned now, but I got my own way and I'm not really interested in anything else but me and myself, but my life and my own feelings, my very simple hot and intense PLEASURE of being alone, of being mine, and mine only.